Still A Kid Inside

Yay for our first monthsary~

2006-08-28T20:11:00.000-07:00

Waheho... <3 well, today is our monthsary. since it was tuesday here i get to school so early because of our car's color coding but the sad part is he's the one who's late. XD
me and my friend princess went outside our room around our Values class since our home room advicer is absent. we went to 5th floor where Alex's class room can be located, but ma'am Riza our Guidance 3rd year coordinator who knows me pretty well since i was 1st year high school called me and asked for my section, then she looked down at her papers and asked me to come with her to the guidance office, only me bytheway. XD
and then i went with her and left Princess hanging out alone but i think she went back to our classroom. >< Ma'am Riza went to alex's class room and called other students like my friend Rabs (who i call Whoopie all the time) and T.J.
three of us were laughing while talking about our little convo and stuffs while we went down stairs and alex suddenly poof from nowhere and panting. XD he was sweaty and stuff, he was so late, so Whoopie convinced him to come with us. he asked if im coming as well, then i answered yes and he came with us. XD
we're near at the guidance office when i put my arms around his shoulder like we're just close friends and he put his arms around my shoulder as well. i said with a sweet smile and a giggling voice "happy monthsary, pare." and he answered back "happy monthsary to you too." LOL.
so, we went inside the Guidance office and it was really cold, yay for airconditioners~ XD we sat there for five min. and ma'am riza came back from nowhere. she asked us to sit down and there's a T.V. i sat first and he sat next to me. we watched and "I Witness" documentary about High school students cutting classes or we can always say "Bulakbol" XD
i was quite while some boys are laughing, i think there are only few girls there, i was one of them, and all guys there are my friends. they keep looking at me and "ooooh~" at me while i throw them one of my deadly looks. XD at the middle of the show i had a feeling someone is staring at me which is annoying. i look at Alex and i saw him gazing at me with his brown eyes which i love the most. but he knows my weakness, i don't like it when people stare at me. ><

let's skip the rest.

and the whole day, every vacant time we're together, spending our 1st monthsary being with each other, smiling and laughing, talking about nonsense and teasing each other. we're goofing around at 5th floor when people suddenly come and greeting us, it was fun because my friend Jerva, Hivy and Danice said we're both popular. XD lol.

at the time our class was over i waited for him since my class is over and he still have another one. we talked again for a loooooong time and i wonder when will be the time we talk over about nothing? i mean, there's alwas something we talk about. i feel so comfortable whenever he's with me. i feel special when he stares at me. i feel so loved when he says he loves me so much. and most of all, i feel protected when he's around, arms rested in my shoulder or in my waist, him kissing me in the cheeks or forhead. every time i see him my heart beats become faster and faster. every day he makes me smile, every time i'm not with him i feel all alone. oh God, i want to thank You for making him mine, for meeting him, for making me realize who he is in my life. I would never want him to leave... i'm so in love with him. ><

Our First Monthsary is Tomorrow~

2006-08-28T04:41:00.000-07:00

Huppla~ We're going to celebrate our first monthsary tomorrow. it was kinda embarassing because it's also my best friend's birth-day tomorrow, i didn't remember our monthsary the moment me and my friends talking about a little fun with beers and stuff since it's one of my best friend's birth-day. i was ashamed, because i told him we're planning to have fun tomorrow then i realized it's our monthsary, so i can't. Boo~ you're so lame, jahnz, i can't believe i forgot our special day tomorrow, plus i don't have nothing to give him, gaah~ ><><><>< man, i'm really sorry.

Well, today is actually booooring. my sister's boyfriend is laughing out loud when i was talking to him, he can't resist it, i'm too funny. lol. XD did i mention we we're making fun of my sister that's why we're both laughing to death? lol. her boyfriend also asked why Alex's so quite, i laughed hard and almost cried, lol, tears of joy, because alex? quite? XD hahaha~ funny. >< gawd, he's going to kill me if he reads this. XP

and today, the Basa brothers and my friends in our class room asked me if i want to come to their little trip. they're going to a swimming pool at Sept. 10 and Nov. 14. Sept. 10 is Keke and John's friends birth day, the one they went with at Kc's party, and at Nov. 14 is Gege's birth day, man, i can't just say no to Gege, she's my friend, but i don't want to come, i think their party is kinda lame, or boring... @__@ whoops, bad jahnz, bad. well, if my other pals in our class room's coming maybe i'll come as well, i don't know how to swing and I'm lazy that's why i don't want to come, happy? XD

wow, this post is already long enough and i'm all out of words, hhmn, that's all for today i guess. n__n

Long first post

2006-08-26T20:29:00.000-07:00

Uh, well, since I deleted all my entries since this blog was created. I don't know why as well, so don't ask me. XD

I was soo emo this friday and yesterday. I hardly even laugh at kc's party, thou i tried to. o_O meep.

I dunno why wat the hell's wrong with me, i almost cried on the jeepney on my way home last friday, haha, funny but yea, tears are falling, i tried making them stop but noo~ they wont. (=_=) my mom also noticed this silent girl when i came home, it was funny because i came home soo early. i didn't attened our last subject, it was english class, and i know i'm going to fail it anyways. friday, we can describe it as BULLSHIT. i was mad at alex for no actual reason... screw that, maybe there is a reason, i just don't know wat. @__@ my sister also noticed my silent and my not in normal mood, i was kinda glad they noticed it. they keep asking why or what happened, also my friends, but i don't answer them at all, like i said, there is no reason why i am mad after all. sigh.

Yesterday. i was kinda okay, it was KC's birthday and we all planned to meet up with each other at 2 o'clock. it was around 1 o'clock when i got online and alex was there, we talked a little and noticed my not so beautiful gloomy mood. no i'm not mad at him, or maybe yes. if yes, why? i got no idea, maybe because i felt left out that friday? uh, yeah, who was i to brake his lovable quality time together with his friends, as much as i know i'm only the girl friend. -__- geezers. plus, those girls, ahg! so called friends, FLIRTS! >:O fucking snakes. i know they're only friends and only fooling around, but God! hello! ><
so, anyways, i didn't even said goodbye to him properly in chat or like the normal way, or the common way couples do. o__O i met up with my classmates, there's Kim, Nikks, Cess, Maroo and our home room teacher Sir Villaruz. It was funny because he still acts like a kid, at that moment i didn't hate him, uh, well, i still don't him though. XD and when we got to the party, john and keke is there already, with Mjoy, Patche and GeGe. the two Basa brothers has the nerves to bring three un invinted guest with them, lol. XD and they keep teasing me to the guy named Richard. @__@ son of.. ><>:O
I was missing like the hell out of me at the middle of the party. i was hugging 'Jalex' for the mean time, it was the teddy bear that Kim gave me, it was medium size and cholate brown, it's cute and really huggable. i was talking with john about his love life with our class mate Starr. XD haha, funny because he courted Hivy which is my friend as well back when we're in 3rd year high school. i miss judged both of Basa brothers, i though this 3rd year life is going to be ruined because of them, but hell no, it was fun.
we went home around six in the evening, it was already late, and we're all scared. Nikki, Mjoy and Gege has the same route as i do, but i'm going to be the last one to go down in the jeepney. o__O it was kinda scary because it's already late and i got stuck in a really heavy traffic. and alas~ i got home. XD on my way home, i saw my friend. they're having a little fun because it's my best friend's girl friend's beer day~ hurrah~ finally, a way to take my emoness away. i drank 2 cans of beer and felt kinda dizzy so i went running home around eight thirty in the evening. i was missing alex so much i couldn't resist giving him a sweet testimonial in friendster. =__= because it was my fault after all, i'm being heard headed. ><

and today i went with my sister to clean the car at the car wash, we waited there like one hour and when i got here and opened my friendster account he gave me a testimonial too, gaah! i missed him on line. >< shit, i hope he goes back.

so anyways, we have a visitor coming today from L.A., it's my Auntie or my Lola? Y_Y gah, i dunno, but what i heared is the plane already landed three hours ago and they're on the way here. so, i gotta end this post now. XD